"Once I allowed myself to start experiencing my own emotions, I knew I could not go back to how I was," Raven said. "Friendship and love were too precious to turn my back upon. And even when I was not supposed to have emotions, I did, no matter how hard I tried to suppress them. I feared my father, and I had compassion for those who needed healing. But I do not know how I can accept the darker side of me, this anger and lust and desire to do harm."
She shook her head with a little sigh. "You have never seen me when I am like that. It is not something I would ever want you to see."
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Date: 2014-06-02 11:25 pm (UTC)She shook her head with a little sigh. "You have never seen me when I am like that. It is not something I would ever want you to see."